More Seizures, How Wonderful (I Say With Total Sarcasm)

Having seizures up the wazoo and I don’t know I’m having them half the time. These past two month’s, especially last these few weeks have been had. I knew when I started this blog I had memory problems because of the amount of seizures I have and the length I have been having them (since I was 12 1/2 years old) and they are not controlled. It’s taken a toll on my poor brain. It’s slipping a way I feel. I hate feeling like this.

I write down all my seizures that “I know about” in my google calendar and mark them in purple (color for epilepsy) to help me not forget and write any thing specific in the not section, otherwise I won’t forget a few hours later. I may not know I’m having the seizure but after 10-20 min’s I have tale tell signs that something had gone on and I can check my Nest Cams. Yes I have video cameras in my house and they have helped me more times then I can count.

Anyway. I’m just hoping my memory gets better and my seizures lessen. My brain surgery is coming up soon on the 21st of this month, a few days after my anniversary.